lol i actually like posting my dreams on this blog now, its rather handy since i know exactly where it is and i dont have to worry about losing random pieces of paper.
faaaaark!!! i cant really remember this dream anymore since it was aaaaages ago since i had it (like maybe almost a month now?) but i still wanna get it down, i dont really wanna forget it. So here it is i guess~~
so there is this girl and she is um ok sers, i cant remember so this might be a bit messed up
i think she is head over heels for this guy, but he confesses to her that he is head over heels for her best friend, and her friend knowing exactly how she felt made out with the guy in front of her anyway. So this chick is distraught and she runs off through the thicket of bush until she comes to a clearing and walks along this beautiful countryside in the dark till she comes to some lovely old garden, its like really posh and shit, kind of like alice in wonderland but like a maze agh fug, i duno, any way she walks through it as the sun rises and doesnt even notice anything like how beautiful her surroundings are because she is just so miserablee and tired and hungry from being up all night, and she finally drops to her knees sobbing at the end of this statue, and as she finishes and looks up at it, the beautiful gold sun glints in her eyes and the white clouds and blue sky just make the statue in front of her look ethereal and almost life like, and instantly all her sorrows disappear as she falls in love with this statue in front of her. Shes like captivated by it and is frozen for some time as she takes in the statue and all its beauty. Its a statue of a man, made out of a sort of rock that looked like stone ivory. He has shoulder length curly hair and the glare from the sun made it almost look golden. He has a stoic looking face, as though it had only felt in its life emotions of hatred and pleasure in pain. sorry if that sounds effed up, a effed up version of matt corby's song kings queens blah blah effed up my thinking and now im stuck ><
Um ... so his face was like, well the eyes gave off a glint that no stone could, like as if showed a pleasure in cruelty. His body was twisted, as though he was caught in a moment of wrath, his stance was that of warroir maneuvering to fight off a oncoming enemy. She couldnt find a single kind look about the statue of the man, even his hands looked deadly. Her only explanation for the overwhelming love bubbling from her heart for this statue of a man who probably lived thousands of years before was his beautiful face. Then as sense came to her she scolded herself for being so foolish and felt furious with herself for not being able to swat away her feelings. Taking one last look at the statue she walks away and returns home. She continues her life and finds to her relief that she no longer holds any lingering feelings for her former crush, and holds no grudge at seeing her best friend on his arm, to the annoyance of her best friend. But although she is happy with this she constantly finds her thoughts returning to the statue, and his face and cruel eyes haunt her dreams, always him coming to life and finishing off his final movement on her, stabbing her through the heart with a satisfied sneer.
She finds herself searching for any piece of information she can on the statue, finding out that the man carved into a statue is actually the villain of one of her countries most well known and oldest myth
~~~ i love listening to radiohead exit music~~
so she finds out that the statue was first written into their history well over four thousand years ago, and even then it was thought to be a old statue. faark i have to fasten this up, i have to go soon!!! ok, to summarize ~~
so she keeps find herself being attracted to the statue, when she goes for walks she finds herself mindlessly going to it. one day she is humiliated and betrayed by her best friend in front of the whole town on a traditional feast day where they celebrate the defeat of the villain from their old kids stories, where the goddess finally turned on Darius, whom she was formerly helping in his quest to conquer the eight kingdoms, and before he could conquer this one she turned him to stone before he could destroy her. in her anguish she runs to his statue in the pouring rain and when she finally reaches him she sobs into his arms and caught in the moment she looks up into his face and kisses the stone statue softly on his lips. And to her horror as she opens her eyes, the stone starts to wash from his face like paint washing off in the rain, and in front of her is the living, breathing Darius finishing off his final move on her, his sword heading straight for her heart. She screams and closes her eyes, but when nothing happens she opens her eyes to find the sword hovering milimeters from her flesh. She looks into his eyes and sees with full force the absolute hatred and evil in his amber eyes, glaring daggers right into hers.
ok, this is seriously too storylike, i need to summarize!! The civil wars - falling
he backs his sword away from her then without looking away from her demands from her where they are. she answers and he then asks how long has it been? but she is confused, she asks since when? he is furious she asked a question and steps into kill her by strangling her but the moment he tightens his fingers around her throat he can feel fingers around his, restricting his breathing. he drops her gasping to his knees while she falls to the ground, hurting herself, and he instantly feels her pain. she is frightened while all of this is going on btw. he grabs her and demands what is going on but then he feels that pain of his own hands gripping his wrists. but she cant answer just sobs and gasps out in fright. he lets her go and tells her to "silence" and to stay shit still while he thinks. then after awhile he gets up and tells her they are leaving, but she just looks up at him as the sun comes out from behind a cloud and the rain stops, shining on his golden curly hair and asks him why he tried to strangle her (she means tried to kill her) but he just replies because he wanted to relish in the act rather that giving her a swift death, but now he sees he is glad he did not. she doesn't bother asking him why because she is just overly horrified. shes not actually this weak or frail btw, she is a tough chick but this is just so effin messed up for her.
and thats all i can effn remember really.
seriously.
after that its all a haze, how they get to his palace on the top of the mountains, that has been there for thousands of years and the towns people just assumed it was the ruins of a old city, because it was all in rock, though the city was intact. when they get there she learns that all the statues there were actually Darius' servants, and on command they came back to life to serve him, and when they were done they would go back to their spots and turn back to statues. He tells certain statues to go back to their ordinary chores of running the household and she watches shocked as they come to life and walk back later to turn back. he leaves to find out why he is connected to her and what spell has been cast upon him for these last few thousands of years and he visits this old guy somewhere faraway and every time the girl hurts herself, even paper clips, he feels the pain like how she feels it, which frustrates him as he trained himself from a early age to ignore pain, but now he feels it like his girl. the guy tells him that the witch (that was what she was, not some goddes) cast a spell on him that he should be turned to stone, but because she knew her magic was not strong enough to hold him forever she set conditions that he would only be able to turn back if a girl should kiss him (who would kiss a statue???) on the same day according to their calender back in those days (what are the chances of that?) when all the planets were aligned like they were on that day (which only happens every 800 years) when it is raining (which is fucking 99.999% impossible ;]) but the kiss should be made by his true love or soulmate (which no body thought was possible, but of the chance he did have one, what are the chances of her kissing him under all of those circumstance???). BUT of the chance that all this did happen and he did come back to life, the witch chose to bewitch him so he would feel all of his soulmates pain, and so she counted on the fact that when he did come back to life, he would complete his movement and kill her instantly, thus killing himself. LOL i love my dreams sometimes, they are just tooo funny haha i crack myself up XD
and so the guy realizes how fucking lucky he is and how much of a slim chance that he had of ever coming back. and so he does what is expected of any good villian, he swears REVENGE!!! then he learns how to differentiate between his pain and hers, because he finds that sometimes when they are both feeling pain, he is just so overwhelmed he is rendered helpless, and that is when she has to help him despite her own pain.
and i cant really remember what happens, he goes to war, she goes with him so he can protect her, and with her strong spirit he slowly comes to respect her a little, and by feeling her pain (but he never tells her) but seeing her stand through it all without letting him know she does feel pain he slowly falls in love with her.
but then i cant really remember but he starts regaining power over the kingdoms, which has overtime split but now returned to 8, and although he is weakening and falling in love with her, he is still his cruel old self. he come to confront the witch again, who is now a deathly old lady and no longer her old beautiful self, but then he learns she is the last descendant of that witch, all of which were taught to one day fight against daruis again, but she is the last since her child died when it was young, and the witches could only have one child. (boys can be witched too btw, in my dream, but Darius was a sorcerer which is the son of a witch and a demi-god)
I HAVE TO FINISH!!!! so he battles her but the girl runs in when she finally finds where he is cause she was against him retaking over the kingdoms, but when she reaches there she sees he is about to kill the old lady who helped her before (dude, i cant remember when), and so she asks him not to, but he seethes at her and tells her to fuck off, and so just as he is about to kill the lady, she steps in between and before he realizes she has he stabs her in the heart (cause he is blinded by rage and was in a kind of acting automatically without thinking kind of anger ~ happens to me all the time.) he is overcome with pain, but since he is able to differentiate between their pain it doesn't affect him as much and so he knows he wont die, but now he wants to because he cant live without her, and he sobs as he cradles her dying body in his arms, kissing her softly one last time as she closes her eyes, tears falling, and he looks to the witch and begs for help and she says she can switch the young girl's dying soul with a part of his, but that means he must give up apart of himself - his hatred and love to kill. he agrees, and so she switches it and the girl lives and he is nice.
yep thats ma dream. haha, and i just want to clear something up, i was not the girl. and im not attracted to guys with amber eyes or gold hair. I have gold hair and blue eyes, thus, you can guess who i was in this dream ;) but that doesnt mean i want to be a boy!!! it just happens sometimes that i dream i am a guy. and usually i am awesome ~ and mean :/ i dunno why ...
my other dream i had last night. it was about like spies and shit. but i cant really remember it anymore :( something about i had this cord on the back of my computer, which turnt out to be there because of these spies or something, but i didnt know so i pulled it out (it was actually my mates computer, he was the assassin) cause it was tangeled in other cords that i wanted to get to, so that stoped their connection, and then my mate went out and shot two of the best spies, and back at the spy base they blamed me, and so they ordered the police to come investigate me for the crime of the death of two men. so im just sitting in my mates car at the back of my property and i hear a ruckas somewhere going on, so i get out, walk out from behind my garage, and see my bro working on his streetstock car with a reporter next to him and this tv crew recording their interview, and i look towards the house and see another reporter there and a tv crew. this is kind of normal for me in my real life, so i just shrug this off and start walking towards the house when suddenly the tv people spot me and they run towards me demanding questions and im just like wtf. go away!!!! and this one lady reporter starts talking to me and saying they've been looking for me everywhere, they even sent a crew out to hokianga (where my fam comes from) and one down to raglan(where i go every holidays) to find me so they could talk to me and i was just like ... why? and she said they want to interview me on the death of these two men and i was just like huh? what happened to them? and she was like well, thats why they were here, to ask me, and i was like how would i know, i get all my information form the news and that was basically them, so why did they want to see me? and then she says but we saw your name in the police investigation and i suddenly clicked that these tv people hacked into some police thing to try to find out who the murderer was oh dude this is dumb haha the only reason i want to remember this dream was because in my dream was a cute blonde named kevin who owned one really nice yellow mini and my dream car a yellow capri with a white racing stripe down the middle~~~~~
haha what the fark is wrong wit me :D
